This post really touched a chord within me.
The very first time someone called my name with a prefix of âDr.â was on 24th January 2022.
It was a calm winter afternoon of January 24th, 2022, when I first heard it - âDoctorâ; not just from one person, but from many, together and all at once and then individual greetings by everyone with this prefix along with my name. For me, the word carried weight of something deeper like a silent gratitude, relief, and awe. After 8 long years of research (Ph.D.), revisions, tons of experiments, and various rejections within the tenure, it finally became real.
Becoming a âDr.â was not just a title I ever chased for; this journey was all about my scientific hunger and curiosity that never let me sleep, lab lights that stayed on long after everyone left, research papers that felt like puzzles while getting written, and sometimes, there were questions with no clear answers. I spent years reading the global research, learning to question even what I once believed, writing reports, research updates and articles until the cursor blinked into silence, and then rewriting again. There were moments of doubt, long nights with nothing but my data, and mornings spent refreshing my inbox for reviewer comments (that had come through my research guide). The journey was an adventurous one which has always pushed me beyond my boundaries and comfort levels. Publishing articles that are listed in the prestigious global research database was all about sharing a small contribution of mine to the vast world of knowledge; so that one day when I grow old, I can look at them and cherish the strength I have within and also can tell some good stories to my loved ones around.
That day, when they called me âDoctorâ they were all just acknowledging a person with a title; but I could only see the number of years gone by with voluminous learning, the calm perseverance, the invisible battles, and my love for gigantic learning with that never giving-up attitude. This journey has definitely overwhelmed me so much; but the moment you are called âDr.â for the first time, it all comes together always. For me, it was not reaching a finishing line after a race, it was a light-filled beginning that was earned deeply and honestly.