INTRODUCTION
Imagine this…
You’ve done everything by the book. We memorise algorithms and drug dosages. You reviewed the case, followed protocols, communicated with the patient, and gave your best effort. Yet despite everything, the outcome isn’t what you hoped for. What happens when the code ends, the room clears, and the patient doesn’t make it? Everyone talks about the patient and the family.
But what happens to the healthcare professional involved?
We spend our entire training learning how to manage a crashing patient. But there is a silent figure left standing: The Healthcare Provider.
Let’s do an honest mental check. Read the scenario below and tell me how you would navigate this moment.
THE SCENARIO: THE CRASH AT SHIFT CHANGE 
You are an intern or a new Joinee, wrapping up your 14-15 hour shift. Just as you are about to sign off, a patient you’ve been caring for all day suddenly deteriorates and goes into cardiac arrest. You and your team run the code perfectly, following every single textbook protocol. Despite everyone’s best efforts, the patient is declared dead or in a coma.
The room goes silent. The senior Resident sighs, turns to you and says, “Rough one. Okay, let’s quickly complete the death summary. We have three new admissions waiting down in the ER that we need to work up immediately.”
WHICH PATH DO YOU TAKE?
- PATH A: You swallow the lump in your throat, nod, and immediately pull up the EMR (Electronic Medical Records). You tell yourself, “This is a part of my job. I need to be strong”
- PATH B: You finish the paperwork, but your mind is completely trapped in a loop. You find a quiet place or corner or a locker room, thinking, “Did I miss a subtle sign this morning? Am I cut out to be a provider?”
- PATH C: You tell your senior: “Give me five minutes to wash my face and step outside, then I’ll meet you in the ER.” You take a moment to breathe, acknowledge the shock, and try to intentionally set aside the loss before shifting gears to the new patient
CONCLUSION
There is no “PERFECT” textbook answer to clinical trauma. Choosing Path A can lead to delayed burnout, Path B can leave you constantly questioning your own abilities, and Path C is incredibly difficult to execute in a chaotic hospital.
LET’S TALK
1. Which path would you choose when a shift takes a traumatic turn?
- PATH A
- PATH B
- PATH C
2. What is one thing senior doctors or hospital systems could do to better support interns when a “SECOND VICTIM” situation happens?
DROP YOUR THOUGHTS IN THE COMMENTS.
MBH/DB

